Meeting again
by Camilla Sandman
Disclaimer: As usual Paramount owns these ppl, you don`t REALLY except that to change, do you? However, the city of Prague belongs to the city of Prague. There, we are all clear....
My body still felt as an empty shell as I walked the acient streets of Prague. I told him about it. Prague. The old Prague. The beautiful preserved houses, the narrow streets, the green parks and old bridges, looking like they had centuries ago. The city of a houndred spires.
I dreamed of walking with him here. A secret, well hidden dream of holding his hand while the sun warmed my body.
Never. Never would I feel happiness again. Never would he walk the streets of Prague with me. And without him the narrow streets just seemed too large.
We had said our goodbye. One kiss. 7 years of loving him and all I had gotten was one lousy kiss. And now I walked the streets of Prague alone.
But fate has a funny way of reminding us that some things are meant to be. No matter how stupid we are. As fate so logically sees it, you rarely do the same stupid thing twice. For that is the only way this could have happen.
I stood by the old clock tower and I saw him in the same second he sees me. Our eyes locked in each other, I was facing a horor worse than death.
Meeting again.
Meeting Commander Chakotay, former XO, the man I had loved for 7 years and had loved me for just as long.
We stood there like sfinxes, frozen, our gaze fixed on one another, never letting go.
It felt like it lasts for hours, but it was only seconds before he is just there, so close to me I could hear his breath, feel his heartbeat.
"Kathryn...." It sounded like a plea, though for what I wasn`t sure not sure.
Tears stung in my eyes. Seeing him here, of all places in the place we had talked about visiting is just too much.
His hair had strains of grey, but other than that, he seemed the same. I struggled for words, trying desperatly to stop the tears.
"I just thought... If I walked the streets of Prague, I could pretend... That you walked them with me..."
Suddenly I found myself pressed against the wall of a house, his hands holding mine gently, but strongly pressed on the wall as well, making me helpless in his arms. Still, I wasn`t afraid. Not of him. Not ever.
His voice was but a whisper in my ear.
"But I am here, Kathryn..."
The first touch of his lips on mine made me shiver, despite the heat. But he held me firmly, never letting go, placing gentle kisses everywhere on my face. When he returned his attention to my lips again, the kiss deepened, becoming greedy, passionate. Only then did he let my hands go, moving his own to my shoulders, caressing them.
I closed my eyes, the sun hot on my face. We were exploring every part of each others mouths, so many years of waiting making it so violantly urging we could hardly stand. My body felt hot under my clothes, from the kiss or the sun I wasn`t sure. His hair felt warm under my fingers, but still soft, like I remembered.
His body pressed against mine, and I could feel something building up inside. My body felt static, his every touch and movement adding to the electricity.
Suddenly he broke contact, pulling away and I blinked, opening my eyes confused. What made him pull away?? What did I do??
Then I realized we were standing in the town center of Prague and quite a lot of people were watching us, giggling.
I blushed, thought trying very hard to hide it, he still caught it. Grinning widly, his smile melted away any restistance I had left.
"Come on," he laughed, grapping by hand and almost pulling he with him, "let`s go!!"
"Where?" I gasped, out of breath as we ran through the streets of Prague.
He pulled me in, silencing me with a gentle, gentle kiss. It left me speechless as well as trembling. How could I have lived without such kisses for so long??
I felt like a teenager. Like someone who had just discovered what being in love truely meant. And perhaps that was it...
We ran for quite a while, upon entering a park. Seeing what he had in mind, I stopped, shaking my head wildly.
"No way, Chakotay."
He just stopped and looked innocently at me, like a little boy with puppy eyes. And I couldn`t resist taking the two steps forward, closing the distance between us. But he took two steps backwards, and that way, step by step, he lured me into the park.
He finally stopped between some trees, a boyish, yet teasing smile forming on his lips.
There was only one way to get that smile off his lips. So I jumped him, taking him by surprise, tackling him to the ground. And so I sat on top of him, studying my prisoner, trying hard not to laugh.
I imagine I must have looked almost angelic to him, the sun in my back, making my hair glitter. I could read it in his eyes. That which I feared had happened. But sometimes fear is meant to be confronted.
And so I faced his glare, mirroring the love, the joy, and the wishes for a future. Our future. But mostly a desperate need to feel as close as possible, a desire building up like a vulcano about to erupt. So with great force he pulled my head down, leveling it with mine. gently caressing my lips with his thumbs, his gaze held mine, giving me a chance to back out. I answered by kissing his thumbs, never letting go off his gaze. And all that tremendous force in him were unleashed.
7 years is a long time to wait, after all. All that waiting and longing were like a dam filling, about to burst. Our months locked in each other, trying to press 7 years into such a short time, and I shifted ontop of him, trying to find a comfortable position. But he was too impatient. In one fast movement he trapped me below him while tearing at my clothes. I welcomed the change of pace, my hands already tearing at his clothes.
I gasped as his naked body were exposed to my eyes. It haden`t lost anything over the years, still muscular, his belly flat and begging to be touched. And further down...
He caught my eyes wandering, a huge smile were threatning to overcome him. It felt like I were trying to ride a tornado. My heart was pounding wildly and inside me a desire to be one with this incrediable man were burning so strongly it scared me. He filled my every sense, I could feel him, smell him, hear him, see him... His eyes were on my body, studying it intently as if burning it into memory. And my body shivered under his glare.
A devious glimt suddenly appeared in his eyes, and he suddenly lifted himself off me, then lifting me up and placing me between two branches of a tree.
There he paused to look at me again. And I studied him just as greedy, exploring all the places I wanted to touch and feel next to my own skin.
The wind was singing gently in a trees, and to me it sounded like a song of love, the everlasting song always being sung, but each time with a different variation. This was our song. A song of longing and witing, but mostly about a love that never gave up, despite all in its way.
I felt myself starting to move to this rythm of the song, Chakotay matching it, moving his hands eveywhere, but still not on enough places. His pelvis was pressed hard against mine, skin touching skin, and the need for him grew.
"Please... Chakotay... Please...." I gasped, not knowing for waht, but trusting him to know.
He answered by slipping his fingers into me, and a loud moan escaped me, I couldn`t handle it anymore as he moved his tounge in there as well, my nails digging into his back. Finally, as I felt I couldn`t handle it anymore, he moved himself inside me.
The intense rightness of it filled her as he started to move inside me, his hands now roaming freely over my body.
And so 7 years of longing, waiting and wanting came to forefillment and I called out his name as I met my climax, the orgasm washing over me, feeling like I had jumped of a cliff but learned how to fly. His came shortly after, and he collapsed on top of me, moaning my name over and over, like a caress.
The cracking sound made me open my eyes in panic.
"Chakotay!!! The...."
The branches could support the weight of one person, but not two.
And so with a loud crack the branch seperated from the tree and all three of us hit the ground.
It wasn`t a long fall nor a specially painfull one, but we got all covered my leaf. Chakotay emerged first, his face mirooring the concern of his voice.
"Kathryn! Kathryn, are you allright?!?"
He found me lying in a bed of leaves, laughing. He sat down beside me, his concern now mixed with confusion.
"I`m so sorry... I didn`t think..."
I laughed even harder at his words. He had leaves in his hair, the look on his face abseloutly prizeless. I finally paused to put a finger on his lips.
"Hush, Chakotay... It`s perfect."
His eyes now mirrored the joy I felt, and laughing, I leveled his face with mine, letting my lips and tounge explore the now familiar, but eversweet terretory....
**************
When we later emerged, now clothed again, but still covered in leaves, the sky was darkening, a few stars appearing.And the silvery moon were shining it`s gentle light down on the city.
Hand in hand we walked throught the park, up the stirs leading to the top of the hill. The darkness didn`t seem frightning, more like a soft piece of silk pulled over the surrondings, leaving only us in out own world.
And suddenly we found ourselves facing the view of Prague by night. The light of thousand upon thousand of houses glittering dimly toward them, as if winking.
Chakotay turned to me, the lights of the city reflected in his dark eyes. I pulled gently at him and he closed the short distance between us, lowering his hands to my hair while lingering his lips on mine, gently, gently, like a morning breeze waking you the day spring finally conquer the winter. A sunrise on a snowy mountain, making the snow look like on fire.
I shivered in the cold wind, but I didn`t want to break the magic on no accounts. He pulled me in closer, feeling my body shiver and I suddenly realized it was because Chakotay had used the time to remove my clothes as well as his own. The teasing smile were back, and it was all I could do not to punch him. Instead I took his breath away.
The only light we had to study one another was the lights of the city and it seemed almost magic.
We took our time now. The need were no longer so pressing and the desire were to explore each other. Every part, every centimeter of skin were touched, kissed, stroked... Every pleasurecenter was found and explored throughfully. And he buildt me up slowly to my climax, before tending to his own.
It wasn`t until later I remembered we were on the hill, and quite visiable to the whole city.
After hours, resting in his arms, I let my fingers trace his lips while whispering gently in his ear.
"I`m sorry you had to wait so long, Chakotay."
He laughed gently.
"You were worth the wait"
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